Ugh

24 February 2026 07:15 pm
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I'm still a little sore from the not-an-accident yesterday. I can't imagine what an actual accident must feel like.

I've wasted too much time looking up other cases of automatic braking braking unnecessarily. The internet is full of anecdata on it.

Anyway, my already long following distances are getting longer because I'm worried about other people's cars getting confronted with fluttering objects and stopping. Which probably means more people will cut in front of me. Whatever.

I'm kind of surprised how much this has gotten to me. Sigh.

Buttonholes

24 February 2026 08:54 pm
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I finally started the buttonholes on my 1878 bathing suit. Three more buttonholes and nine buttons will finish the project. It ought to be finished by the end of the week.

Resolving the Paradox of the Bad Dog

24 February 2026 06:58 pm
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To take a completely different tack today, here is a scientific study performed by my family, particularly Gabe and myself. 


All of us who own or are around dogs have experienced at least one, often many, moments in which the dog performs actions that may cause us to say they are a "bad dog". 

This is, however, in direct opposition to the fact that all dogs are good dogs. If all dogs are good dogs, it follows that no dog can be a bad dog. Yet we are faced with evidence of the existence of naughty dogs quite often. 

After extensive research, late-night discussions of theory, and probably too many cans of 1980s JOLT Cola, we are proud to report that we have successfully resolved this paradox with a breakthrough in canine physics. 

Consider a dog D, traveling through a house H. D has a potential for Naughtiness, N, which is a complex function derived from multiple factors including the amount of attention A that D has received in time T, the presence of aggravating factors such as mail carriers, birds, vacuum cleaners, and such (or more serious ones such as mistreatment), distraction factors such as balls, squeaky toys, and stuffies, how hungry D may be, and the presence of temptations T such as unattended food, an unguarded trash can, and so forth. 

Normally, N is relatively low. However, when the various factors align, N can rapidly rise to the point that it approaches a probability of 1 that D will perform a Naughty action and thus be a Bad Dog. For instance, D enters the kitchen where multiple dishes have been prepared. D is hungry, and the proximity of food increases N in synergy with this condition, but there are humans in the kitchen who pay attention to D, drawing off some of the potential N. 

Consider, instead, if the food were laid out on the counter in preparation for a meal but the humans were not present. D is then unmoderated by additional attention, and as D's proximity to the food increases, N rises -- in this case according to the inverse square of the distance to the desired food item. D places their paws on the counter to examine the food more closely, and we can see that N quickly achieves a value at which Naughtiness is inevitable. 

This is, however, in direct conflict with the inherent Goodness G of dog D. Goodness is, however, a single state, not a spectrum, as all dogs D are Very Good Dogs. 

As we can see, then, this is a parallel situation seen in particle physics. A state transition must follow in which the Good Dog is no longer present. 

But conservation of matter and energy requires that SOMETHING be present. 

That something is the unitary quantum of Naughtiness, the inherent opposite to Good that is required by symmetry.

More importantly, as can be seen by the preceding discussion, despite there being many different factors and paths towards the accumulation of potential N, all of these eventually converge to a single value. There is only ONE such state, despite there being so many different dogs D in varied conditions of health, repletion, attention-gaining, and so on. 

This entity we call the Negadog. 

When the potential N reaches a unitary probability, a state transition occurs in which the Good Dog is replaced by the Negadog, which then performs the Naughty action. However, in the instant of performing the action, the potential N is discharged and the Negadog drops back to its potential state, returning the Good Dog. 

This explains all the puzzling aspects of the paradox. The Good Dog is aware that something Naughty was there, but also that they have failed to stop the Negadog, because of course the Good Dog cannot coexist with the Negadog. Unfortunately for many Good Dogs, human perceptions are of course inadequate to perceive quantum transition phenomena, and to our slow perceptions it appears that the Good Dog has performed an action that makes them at least for the moment a Bad Dog. 

Thus the common puzzlement of a dog when scolded. They know they have done nothing bad, but they know something bad has happened. 

With this scientific breakthrough, the next step will be to determine ways in which the Negadog might be observed. Research is ongoing.



Apologies and short catch-up

24 February 2026 06:31 pm
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We seem to have gotten behind here.  My apologies.  Allow me to sum up.

On Saturday, February 21, I gave my presentation at the Waterville Public Library to a small, but enthusiastic room.  Questions were asked and answered, books were signed.  I had a good time.

I came home and collapsed, got up Sunday, did some work on the WIP, cleaned up the chaos in my "business office," and noticed that my back was hurting.

Aha!  I said to myself.  Self, this is a perfect time to test the pain-killing features of a thc gummy (1/4 strength).  Possibly, I was not wrong; nonetheless, it wasn't my best thought ever.  It turns out that thc, even in small amounts, gives me a Really Ugly high, which I could have put up with, if it had nailed the pain, which it didn't.  Worse, it didn't even put me to sleep.

Followed Monday, with back pain and exhaustion, being treated with Motrin Duo, and today, Tuesday, when I though I had gotten ahead of it, and actually worked an hour on the WIP this morning  before the pain came screaming back, so that's two lost days, and I?  Am not amused.

I am feeling somewhat better this evening -- witness the fact that I am writing to you here.

 I thought I had to go out tomorrow for a bone density test, and was weighing the wisdom of that, but it seems I misremembered, and the test is on Thursday afternoon, by which time, she said sternly, I hope to GHOD I'm back to what I like to call normal.

So, in terms of catch up -- y'all didn't miss much, and I'm actually glad you missed most of it.  Here's a pic from my talk. Photo by Kiri Guyaz.


Books read in 2026

24 February 2026 06:06 pm
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9   *I Dare (Liaden Universe® #6), Sharon Lee & Steve Miller*
8   Cuckoo's Egg, C J Cherryh, (audio first time)
7   *Plan B, (Liaden Universe® #4), Sharon Lee & Steve Miller
6   Getting Rid of Bradley, Jennifer Crusie (audio first time)
5   *Carpe Diem (Liaden Universe® #3), Sharon Lee & Steve Miller
4   *Conflict of Honors (Liaden Universe® #2), Sharon Lee & Steve    Miller
3   *Agent of Change (Liaden Universe® #1), Sharon Lee & Steve                 Miller
2   A Gentleman in Possession of Secrets (Lord Julian #10), Grace             Burrowes (e)
1   Spilling the Tea in Gretna Green, Linzi Day (e)

________
*I'm doing a straight-through series read in publication order

**I screwed up and moved right on to I Dare from Plan B, therefore deviating from publication order.  I will now amend myself and go back to pick up Local Custom.


So

23 February 2026 04:25 pm
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Remember how on Friday an actual car pulled in front of me and I had to slam on the brakes and the automatic braking system was all meh?

This morning, a small yellow plastic bag fluttered in front of my car, the auto braking started beeping, and the brakes slammed so hard that my things flew everywhere, coffee spilled, the Jeep behind me nearly rear ended me, and flung me forward enough that my hip, back, and shoulder hurt. I was so flustered with the force and the beeps from the car and all the cars beeping at me that I couldn't even figure out how to make the car move for a few moments.

I'm seriously considering trading it in for a ten to fifteen year old car. Except I also don't want ten to fifteen year old car issues. That's why I got this car.

Anyway, it was a long day and I'm happy to be home and still have the heating pad on my still sore shoulder.

The first thing I did when I got in my car on the way home was turn the auto braking off. I don't think I'd feel safe in a car with it again.

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23 February 2026 08:28 am
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So tired today. I went to sleep at a reasonable time but woke up at 330 and couldn't get back to sleep until more like 6 am. I reset my alarm so I could at least get SOME sleep, but of course then my body was convinced that we should be sleeping (and we absolutely should have been). I dreamed I was working at the job in the mall that I left 16 years ago and I was gutted to wake up and find out that I had not, in fact, done an entire day of work already. Sob.

My "I'm gonna sew!" energy just became "I'm gonna tidy my sewing area!" energy, and you know what, that's fine. I'm still debating the best use of the grey wool. I did my laundry on Saturday night, finally. Yesterday I put two threads into the cross stitch while I watched YouTube, and that has me lightly fired up to keep going. I was definitely hyper fixated before, and then burned out after what, 2.5 months? Maybe this will be a more sustainable pace lol.

Weekend...

22 February 2026 07:00 pm
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My only goal this weekend was to look for my missing car charger, which should be in my car. I didn't. It was a very relaxing weekend!

Too short though. The last two were three day weekends, as all weekends should be.

I think...

21 February 2026 05:26 pm
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I think I got a new best time on the Sunday crossword, 16:36. Once it glitched and I got a time of 14:53, but that puzzle was probably half an hour. Last week, I finished in 14 something, but it took three minutes to find a typo.

I don't play Wednesday through Sunday for speed, but I do try for a new best time if it's going quickly. I'd really like to get a real best time for Sunday though!

Big Step Forward

21 February 2026 07:26 am
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I made a big step forward on the 1930's sweater that I've been working on for months. I finished the knitting on it last night. Now I just have to finish blocking it, weave in the ends, and sew it together.

This pattern was not great. It had that feel that you occasionally get from old patterns that someone made the sample garment and then wrote down what they thought they did and no one really tried it out or looked closely at the resulting pattern to make sure it would be easy to follow. Here's hoping it turns out well when made up.

Huh

20 February 2026 04:30 pm
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I nearly got into an accident on my way home from work. I was turning left onto a side street with a green arrow. One car was ahead of me. An idiot red car on the opposite side of the intersection decided to turn right and went between me and the other car. I slammed my brakes and hit the horn so hard I could still feel the pressure in my hand ten minutes later. I'm lucky no one was behind me.

My car didn't yell at me that there was an obstacle in the way. Huh.

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20 February 2026 09:15 am
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The 100 day project starts officially on Sunday! I know I wanted to do cross stitch for it, and this morning on my walk to the train I decided I would set it at 1 hour per day. Primarily going to work on "A Summer Stroll", which honestly may take me the entire 100 days, but I have other stitches planned if it doesn't.

Yesterday I decided that I would go to bed early because I've been up from 3-5 AM every day for weeks (often with a nuclear hot flash), and I ended up falling asleep at like 9:30. I also woke up in the middle of the night, but not so completely that I was AWAKE. I was aware of the nuclear hot flash and feeling cold again, and not much else.

Really want to get back to sewing. My depression is not over, but doing things I like, like sewing, really ought to help. I was amused that I set out my autumn sewing plans and then proceeded to not touch my machine for 5 months. Good news though, it works for late winter/early spring sewing too. Onwards and upwards.

Boo

19 February 2026 08:18 pm
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Stupid little cold or whatever I have. It's been low level, I thought I was getting over it most of the week, and I am, but it's a little less low level than it was. I've had a whiny 2026 so far.

Office Closed Tomorrow

19 February 2026 06:43 pm
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Exercises in Futility Number Five Thousand Four Hundred Thirty-Three.

Google Home Assistant: And! I can do more things now. You can ask me complex questions and I'll be able to answer with help from Gemini!

Me: Hey Google. Why did the AI companies steal my life's work?

Google Home Assistant: . . .I'm sorry. I don't understand.

Yeah, me, too, Google. Me, too.

Well.

The WIP currently stands at 129,943 words. I'm still fixing the baby fixes. Once that's done, I need to write some scenes and put them where they belong. Deadline is April 15.

I have Remarks for my event on Saturday. I have also a Reading.

It is not supposed to snow on Saturday, but it will snow on Friday night.

In the meanwhile, and as much as I haven't been around this week -- tomorrow, February 20, the Cat Farm and Confusion Factory will be closed. Thank you for your understanding.

Everybody stay safe.

Tali and Rook, birdwatching


Knitting Progress

19 February 2026 05:18 pm
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I started the second 1880's stocking and am 1" into it. Only about 600 rows left to go.

I blocked one sleeve of my 1930's sweater and will block part of the body tonight. I'm finished with the ribbing and about halfway through the stockinette section before the color change happens. I'm kind of hoping to finish that one up in the next couple of weeks. It's been going on for awhile.

Temperature

18 February 2026 07:04 pm
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The temperature at work continues to be awful. After the last few days being in the 50s inside, today the heat came on and heated it to 73. 73 isn't bad, but the amount of blowing heat to take it from 55 to 73 is awful. At least I have a fan.

Hopefully tomorrow will be tolerable

Hat!

17 February 2026 06:46 pm
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My 30s hat came today and it's perfect! I think it's new old stock. Now to start thinking about making the dress...

NEW YORK CITY

17 February 2026 02:16 pm
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TOO EXCITED ALL WEEKEND TO SLEEP. Monday I set alarms for like 2:30 and 2:45 so that I would have enough to putter for a bit before picking up M and getting to the airport. Once there, a shuttle driver cut us off and said "don't walk! Get in!" and gave us a paper to remember where we parked. Easy peasy getting through security, we had lots of time to get a drink and snack.

Security and customs in City 2, where my local friends were a couple dozen people behind us. We had just enough time to eat and caffeinate again before we boarded for NYC. I napped for a bit. Arrived a little bit early thanks to good airstream, but the plane sat for a good 10 minutes because it was so early.

We figured out the train situation and took the subway into Manhattan. Spent several minutes trying to orient ourselves. Luckily the hotel was not far from the station, and we got settled in a teeny room with bunk beds and a private bath. It worked. We said often, we weren't there to visit the hotel.

Dinner at Bubba Gump's in Times Square, which one member of the party confidently started walking, 10-15 feet ahead of us, and took us too far out of the way. Then we were all super tired and went to bed.

It wasn't cold, hovering around freezing, but at night the wind would pick up and it was BRUTAL. We enjoyed watching some people clearing snow from the side of a road by shoveling it into said road.

TUESDAY
Our party got up at different times so we did our own things for the day. M and I walked to a Bagel Pub (fantastic!), then to Empire State Building, where we spent 90 mins or so touring the upper floor and outdoor portion. It was rather peaceful up so high, and offered great views of all sides. Personally I loved how much older architecture was there, how purpose-built even an 86 storey building was when it went up.

Back on the ground, we tootled up to Bryant Park and then the public library, which was BEAUTIFUL. Not much of the actual library we could see, the book rooms were largely closed off for research use. But they did have a nice gallery of collection items to view, including the OG Winnie the Pooh toys!

We went back to the hotel to drop off our small purchases before heading to the show. We unfortunately got hangry and left later than we wanted, especially since the other half of the party was still out and about (they went to the Museum of Modern Art) and we had all the tickets. Snagged a burger and ate it while we walked, because there were 8 million people in the shop and nobody knew what they wanted, or did but were waiting for a member of their party to confirm, and they weren't answering. HANGRY RAWR. Too peopley in that state, so we peaced out.

But we made it ahead of our friends before the doors opened. It's so different being in a theatre that has a dedicated show vs one that is adaptable to many. The lobby was maybe 8 feet wide and then we were in the theatre. The seats were small, but also larger than our season seats at our newer theatre in town. Usually M and I are touching, and for this show we weren't. We were about 6 rows back and y'all. I need a separate section to wax poetic about this. The show (Hadestown) was SO GOOD. M's local friend snagged us a spot at stage door, where only two cast members came out. Then the five of went to the local friend's favourite post-show bar, Hold Fast, which is run by a Canadian lol. We ended up staying out past 1 am. It was really nice.

WEDNESDAY
Bagels again, but at a slightly closer location that we didn't like as much. It was right in the middle of the garment district, and M had to hold me back a lot bc I sure did not have money or suitcase room for any of the shinies! They were busy, and didn't seem to know what was going on. Then we located a subway station and popped on to go visit the Museum of Natural History. We did not see nearly as much of it as we could have, and we said to ourselves, that is alright. We'll just have to come back another time.

Outside, we stopped for a street pretzel and then walked through Central Park from the side where we entered down to where the "zoo" was (as it was marked on Google Maps). Back to the hotel area where we went for tacos (authentic, and fucking delicious) and our next show, Wicked. We enjoyed it very much! Afterwards, we stopped into a store dedicated to various theatre shows and adjacent things. I found the costume books, including one that I have only ever seen scans from OOOOOOO AAAAAH.

THURSDAY
Met Trick downstairs to get some cash as they decided they wanted a Hadestown t-shirt but were leaving for Katsucon shortly after. Once M and I got going, we went back to the first Bagel Pub for our final breakfast there, and then hit the train line to go to Brooklyn to see the bridges. Fantastic views, the sun was out and it was warm in it (although still windy and bitter). Back in town, we went to the Strand bookstore and then Joe's Pizza nearby, which was delicious. In the city, we went into Grand Central to stare at the ceiling for awhile before going back to the hotel to charge phones and de-people for a hot minute.

I saw Hadestown again while M went to the show across the street. She did not get to see the principal cast member she wanted to see, but she ended up loving both the show and the understudy. Same experience at my stage door as on Tuesday, so I went to join hers to take photos for her. We chatted a bit with one of M's friends who'd flown in from the UK to see these shows, and then took ourselves out for a snack. We thought we'd just hang around as we wanted to see the displays in Times Square switch over to art for three minutes at 11:57. It was hard though, because the wind was the worst of the whole trip!

FRIDAY
We checked out around 10 and they were AWESOME about storing our luggage for a couple hours while we finished our trip at the Museum of Broadway. It was neat because the beginning and end took you through the stair wells and backstage areas of an actual theatre. Of course I loved all the costumes and it was SO HARD not to touch one of the Hamilton jackets that was on display. (It looked like wool. I wanted to touch.) Stopped off at Dunkins for our very last NYC meal, picked up our luggage and headed to the airport. We were rather early, but that gave us time to get through security and find our gate and rest for a bit before getting a pre-5-hour-flight meal. Coming home was tougher, much more peopley. We were both so overstimulated and so done with all the travel. Couldn't we just stay? Alas. I missed the turn off coming into the city and took a detour before dropping M off, and I got home just after 2 am.

Amazing trip. Over the course of the 5 days, we did 73k steps, saw 10 landmarks, ate 5 of the 6 things we wanted to eat, and within 48 hours we felt right at home. I even started to learn the language of all the honking drivers did. We are definitely going back, hopefully October 2027!

See how the mainsail sets

17 February 2026 12:17 pm
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Tuesday. Partly cloudy and warm-ish. A good day for a ride, actually.

I'm just back from Bath, having come the Long Way Home, getting the car washed and picking up a Forbidden Sandwich at Subway, this in addition to the peppermint mocha and ricotta-cherry Danish I treated myself to at Cafe Creme after my doctor's appointment, which?

Was a success of its kind. I got my levothyroxine dosage put back to where it's been for the last decade or more, and I was given an A1C test (first time for everything, I guess), and scored a 4.5 of whatever it is they're measuring, which they seemed happy with, and since there was no new medicine attached to whatever it is, I'm happy, too.

Also? No more doctor appointments and only one test on the time map until November. Unless Something Comes Up, which -- fingers crossed.

As mentioned above, I came home via Rte 1 and 27, and was able to honor the Ancient Pact to sing along with "Sloop John B" when it popped up on the radio. I also tried to sing along with "Wild, Wild West," but I really only remembered, "I love her eyes and her wild, wild hair," which I sang with Verve.

I'm now going to tinker with my Remarks, remembering to eat my Forbidden Sandwich and to go to needlework.

What song(s) did you sing along with this morning?

Today's blog post title brought to you by The Beach Boys, "Sloop John B"


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